Thursday, September 11, 2014

Waiting For Super Man







Ashes of 9/11 drifted miles to The South Bronx of America

 

I report the unreported so future historians won’t miss it

 

For the record, it was difficult to be mild-mannered.

 

For the record, parts of my memory were erased.

 

Now I’m in the past to fly future fantastically.

 

And I’m never coming back

 

Waiting For Super Man?

 

 It’s history now.

Wednesday, September 10, 2014

I dream therefore I exist











Papo was a nickname given to me in childhood.

 

Paappokaa is an Indian name for dreamer

 

I connect ideas like I connected stars.

 

I need to fly free with super vision.

 

I need to see The Big Picture.

 

I saw you in my dreams.

 

“The end of exploring will be to arrive where we started

 

And know the place for the first time”

 

T.S Eliot

 



Friday, September 5, 2014

Sin Palabras




Mural For Our Dreams In The South Bronx Of America by Danny Aponte of P.S 161

 

I was poor but Richie Rich with starry imagination deeper than the deepest oceans

 

Many childhood visions of the future were ahead of its time back in distant past.

 

Inner Child is now happy to Google Heaven to go beyond The Bronx.

 

It was good to draw the better angels of our Star Trek nature.

 

 

 



Thursday, July 10, 2014







The ceiling fell down on Father’s Day. 

 

Wet sheet rock came crashing down over the bathroom entrance. The stampede of several black kids woke me up to find myself walking on water like Jesus. Water was coming down from upstairs like Niagara Falls about to burst through the walls.

 

The Dominican superintendent shows up about five minutes later and knocks on apt 11B for a minute before banging the door like 9/11 is about to happen again. A black woman opens the door with the annoyed look of a person who was disturbed out of a deep sleep. As if we’re not Martin Luther King or Nelson Mandela enough to get Civil Rights, she said she forgot to close the faucet. Without an apology, she closed the door as one of her naked kids looked up gleefully. 

 

Hopefully, that kid will grow up to protect her when she’s old and disabled.

 

He’ll protect her from the mindless running of children and water faucets.

 

This is what I’m doing for my mother on a day of rest.

 

The woman and her five kids were taken out of a homeless shelter and into a renovated apartment that rents monthly for $2, 800. Does welfare pay? Do taxpayers also pay for the tobacco that is mixed into marijuana? Leftover leaves and cellophane that contained a Philly Blunt cigar was thrown out to the streets but drifted to our windowsill from their apt with the satellite dish.  The cellophane has fingerprints but there’s no law against owning a cigar or cannabis on the verge of legal like in Colorado these days.

 

 

 

 

 

If I were the godfather of her babies they would be wired for reading and drawing instead of minds terribly gone to waste. I need more dots to connect the big picture in this account of Nation Building in The USA. I can’t prove the woman or other adults are smoking pot and might fall into a stupor while the kids might turn on gas ovens and then media déjà vu. The constant wild stomping of her kids equals a cry for Child Protection Services. How can I prove the mother needs Pre K to prevent her kids from becoming another crop of criminals to be harvested by batons and guns of law enforcement?

 

There’s more discipline at Riker’s Island Prison across the river from this building where colorful graffiti grows like separatism against whites in a country in Africa freed from apartheid. The F-Bombs and other profane slang make the super busy and money for hardware stores like Home Depot from purchases of paints and brushes.

 

It’s like a constant white wash by media worker drones that fail to illustrate African American football players highly paid to turn their backs on the protests of Native American Indians angered over the use of an ethnic slur called The Washington Redskins. If it was called The Washington Black Skins, oh, fill in the blank on this Race Card, mister owner of The Clippers, who got some threatening Tweets from around the world. Civil rights are not just for one color. Up the block is a church of black people opposite a Hispanic one! God orders them to stay apart from one another?

 

We, The People must apply to everyone or it means nothing, like Captain Kirk said.

 

Or is Democracy another way for the oppressed to become the oppressors?

 

Without hard evidence, what I believe is not admissible in a court of law. However, speculation and facts are going viral like anti-bodies against sickness. I once won a case without saying a word in a Bronx courtroom. The person who took me to the judge tried to murder me several times in the past because he was possessed by the devils called Schizophrenia and Selfishness aggravated by Crack Cocaine. This is a latter-day version of Cain versus Abel. My mother’s other son never showed remorse for the damage he inflicted on me. Blame his father who tried to drown me in my bathwater. I forgive and only wish to make with my life but my mother is challenged and that makes for a tag team of mental illness. As I related to a shrink, writing almost like Ann Frank draws out venom in my veins and makes me see clearly few possible answers. After I calmly presented problems, an African-American employee of the poorly designed program to house the homeless walked away far from Help Me Howard. He said it wasn’t his job.

 

All he does is to take some of the homeless out of shelters but he can’t take the shelters out of some of the homeless. This is a gloried tent city in The South Bronx of America.

Then The Law rode in after another formerly homeless family failed to pay thousands of dollars in back rent.  I saw a US Sheriff issuing eviction notices (less than Planet Earth as warned by the Paul Revere of Global Warming, the Vulcan Al Gore.)

 

Like 24 dollars and trinkets to Indians in exchange for Manhattan, the landlord offered 500 dollars and bunk beds to my elderly mother, a long time resident, to get her out so they can jack up rent to another transient family. They wanted to move her to the other side of the building where old time tenants were being concentrated (without leases in some cases and I need a lease to get state ID instead of walking around with a police report in my pocket.) The apartment offered was one flight of stairs and my mother would be home. But they broke their word and gave it to Mexicans (that might just be asked to move to another building so they can move in my mother at long last.)  It’s about making money in the shelter called Fort Apache as seen in a film starring bleeding heart liberal actor Paul Newman, Founding Father of The Hole In The Wall Gang.

 

By the way, 500 dollars in a tough economy is better than being homeless in Honduras.

 

I called 311 to report harassment and lack of services to an apartment where Little Sandy and The Polar Vortex took up residence through cracked windows. City inspectors warned the landlord’s representatives not to enter the apartment to interfere with an investigation or police will be called to make arrests. Two days later, our mailbox was ripped of the hinges like a supernatural fit of demonic anger.

 

In the lust of money, Paradise Management brought hell to us.

 

It’s Judgment Day now with no religion up my sleeves.

 

It’s my turn on the Fourth of July.

 

Say hello to my little pen.

 

BOOM!

 

There goes the neighborhood.

 

How To Put Americans On Police Line-ups Without Becoming Public Enemy # 1

 

Call this a case of poetic justice being the first warning shot read loud and clear.

This is improvising on my homework on creating a tour book to draw people to Sunnyside South Bronx by putting American Spirit on police line-ups.

 

Dream on if you think you have problems in The City That Never Sleeps.

 

Dream on, children of all ages…

Wednesday, June 25, 2014

The Better Aliens Of Our Imaginations













How does it feel/to be alone/with no directions home, words of a Bob Dylan song sang to homework to create tour book to draw people to The South Bronx. Childhood wish to live life like Great American Novel came true in the city of illegal guns and roses

 

The Inner Child died and went to Google Heaven.

 

I have a dream for the city that never sleeps.

 

To Sleep, Perchance To Pitch Nightmares To DreamWorks: Real Life Comic Book Cyber Journal Of The Better Angels Of Our Nature By Danny Aponte of P.S 161

 

Chapter One: It was a dark and stormy knight of Jedi journalism

 


Once upon a time…


I have endless stories about The New York Public Library.


I was Richie Rich loaded with imagination

Welcome to The South Bronx of Captain America

Tuesday, June 24, 2014

Watch This Watch You


Watch This Watch You Reading This

 



For CBS News, I’m Danny Aponte, I said to a tape recorder, one of my favorite toys. Ford To New York: DROP DEAD was the headline on a brand name newspaper.

 

Blue Angels intervened on Italian slumlords caught in the act of splashing gasoline on a rooftop of our building several blocks away from Happy Land where dozens of humans died. The Italians didn’t mind the thought of burning children of all ages in our building.

 

That was Old Millennium.

 

This is now.

 

$10,000.00 offered by a Dominican to get us to move out of our apartment for one without rent control was like a fake drug deal about to spatter brains against concrete walls of graffiti. The first offer was for 500 dollars, a sum my mentally disabled mother thought grand enough for me to think about taking. The landlord had to pay much more over that amount when housing inspectors issued fines for failure to fix our apartment.

 

In an act of retaliation hard to prove even for Sonia Sotomayor, our mailbox seemed to have exploded into twisted metal as seen on The Federal Building in Oklahoma City. The sight bewildered our US Postal carrier who said she didn’t know what’s going on in the building and for me to protect my mother. Trouble comes in threes and then some.

 

Water came down from upstairs like the beginning of a biblical global flood that would have concerned a Before Christ National Security Council on Global Warming. Wet sheet rock fell and could have killed my mother who knits in a living room opposite a funeral home where ashes of ashes fell over from Ground Zero on the night of 9/11.

 

The hole in the ceiling was never going to be fixed like Paradise Management promised. It was just another chance to see if an apartment of cracked windows The Polar Vortex had slipped through like a terrorist had finally worn us out. The abyss of coldness in the Dominican’s eyes reminds me of a line from a book called Paradise Lost.

 

It is better to reign in Hell than to serve in Heaven.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It’s all about the money, kids.

 

The building had been brought to charge the city for housing homeless families. Rent per apartment is in the thousands of dollars in a region that is a mother of homeless shelters that is right across the river to Riker’s Island Prison. New York can take the homeless out of shelters but poorly designed programs can’t take the shelters out of the homeless.

 

The Dominican and his countrymen were concentrating long time residents to one side of the building my mother had lived in since the time of Watergate and of the wasteland our neighborhood had burned into like parts of Europe after World War II.

 

Once upon a time, I carried Anne Frank in my arms while shadows of abandoned buildings and bullies fell over us in The South Bronx of America. “Leave your furniture behind. I’m giving you bunk beds,” the Dominican almost barked like a Doberman Pincher a month before Little Sandy made homeless some of the middle class.

 

You want to give my mother and me bunk beds, I asked in disbelief.

 

It was like a scene from a disturbing movie on The Holocaust.

 

The Empire State has become dark shades of Nazism.

 

Still I had dreams for the city that never sleeps.

 

In my childhood, I wanted to be Clark Kent.

 

Reporting for CBS News, I’m Dan Aponte

 

To Sleep, Perchance To Pitch Nightmares To DreamWorks: Real Life Comic Book Cyber Journal Of The Better Angels Of Our Nature By Danny Aponte of P.S 161

 

Chapter One: It was a dark and stormy knight of Jedi journalism

 




 

 

Humans suck Ozone Layers!

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

The world forgets or denies holocaust only to replace it with another one





Paradise Management tormented my mentally disabled mother with harassment to move out of her apartment in a region where I carried Anne Frank in my arms while shadows of burnt-out buildings and bullies fell over us.  It seemed clouds drifted from Europe after World War II and over The South Bronx of America. 

 

Here is an old saying renewed and redone: poverty leads to crime and Riker’s Island Prison across the East River. And then there are revolutions.

 

We had war games in abandonment not far from the military recruiting stations where some of us enlisted for adventure and see the world. We, The Children of The South Bronx of America were in our version of Apocalypse Now. We loved the smell of firecrackers and skyrockets in the summer mornings that rehearsed us for the 4th of July.

 

I discovered the true meaning of freedom when I jumped off a bridge and onto the back of a freight train heading into a red sun on the tracks like a wormhole to another reality.

 

Of course, I came back from ‘Krypton’ to fight the SS, short for Savage Skulls.

 

 They were a Puerto Rican gang with swastikas sewn onto the backs of cut-off denim jackets. Their Doberman Pinchers patrolled streets spotted like leopards in cages at The Bronx Zoo. Compare that to Puerto Ricans drafted in huge numbers to liberate Great Britain, France and on and on to fight Nazis that made Jews homeless in Holocaust.

 

This city of the world of illegal guns and roses is, in part, shades of Nazism.

 

I’m fed up with the narcissism of inhumanity. They produce pain and death.

 

Yet I see potential for a musical in all this like Les Miserables. I’ll write it.

 

After I give Paradise Management Hell From Above. It’s lawsuit time.

 

Poetic Justice is the first warning shot from my pen.

 

After the smoke clears, let’s make movie.

 

It’s more believable than real life.

 

To Sleep, Perchance To Pitch Nightmares To DreamWorks: Real Life Comic Book Cyber Journal Of The Better Angels Of Our Nature By Danny Aponte of P.S 161

 

Chapter One: It was a dark and stormy knight of Jedi journalism